After facing another reality...
How will you feel,
If you were someone's biggest mistake?
If you were the one that was wished
not to have met at all?
If you were just a thing without value?
And all that happened,
when you finally realize how beautiful life is.
When you learned that,
giving is wat makes you.
A total rejection
A perfect contrast.
A deadly place in time.
Well,
It just made me.
Happiness of the heart,
compromised by peace of mind.
Fear of uncertainties,
immuned by unexpected events.
Deceiving shadows of the past,
covered by new reasons.
I just got better.
On loving myself,
finding my worth,
living life.
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Friday, August 12, 2005
My favorite lines
Lines that carry me back through the light of hope.... Lines that turn into a sword to battle my fierce enemy which is fear... Lines that bring me home to my heart telling that i am worth something after all... and that's the reason i should go on...
WIN by Brian McKnight
i'll never quit.. no no
i'll never go down...
i'll make sure they'll remember my name
a hundred years from now..
i'll never give up,
i'll never give in,
never let a ray of doubt slip in
and if i fall, ill never fail
ill just get up and try again
never lose hope, never lose faith
theres much, too much at stake
upon myself i must depend
i was looking for place ashore, IM GONNA WIN!
GO THE DISTANCE by Michael Bolton
And I won’t look back,
I can go the distance
And I’ll stay on track,
no, I won’t accept defeat
It’s an uphill slope,
but I won’t lose hope
Till I go the distance,
and my journey is complete.
But to look beyond the glory is the hardest part
For a hero’s strength is measured by his heart.
Like a shooting star,
I will go the distance
I will search the world,
I will face its’ harms
I don’t care how far,
I can go the distance
Till I find my hero’s welcome,
waiting in your arms
RAINBOW by South border
Take a little time baby
See the butterflies' colors
Listen to the birds that were sent
To sing for me and you
Can you feel me
This is such a wonderful place to be
Even if there is pain now
Everything would be all right
For as long as the world still turns
There will be night and day
Can you hear me
There's a rainbow always after the rain
Life's full of challenges
Not all the time we get what we want
But don't despair my dear
You'll take each trial and you'll make it through the storm
Coz you're strong my faith in you is clear
So ill say once again this worlds wonderful
and Let us celebrate life that's so beautiful, so beautiful
CANT TAKE THAT AWAY by Mariah Carey
They can't take this Precious love
I'll always have inside me
Certainly the Lord will guide me
where I need to go
They can say
Anything they want to say
Try to break me down
But I won't face the ground
I will rise steadily sailing out of their reach
Although they do try
How to make me feel
that I Don't matter at all
But I refuse to fall
Tell me what I believe
or lose faith in my dreams
'Cause there's a light in me
That shines brightly, yes
They can try
but they can't take that away from me
WIN by Brian McKnight
i'll never quit.. no no
i'll never go down...
i'll make sure they'll remember my name
a hundred years from now..
i'll never give up,
i'll never give in,
never let a ray of doubt slip in
and if i fall, ill never fail
ill just get up and try again
never lose hope, never lose faith
theres much, too much at stake
upon myself i must depend
i was looking for place ashore, IM GONNA WIN!
GO THE DISTANCE by Michael Bolton
And I won’t look back,
I can go the distance
And I’ll stay on track,
no, I won’t accept defeat
It’s an uphill slope,
but I won’t lose hope
Till I go the distance,
and my journey is complete.
But to look beyond the glory is the hardest part
For a hero’s strength is measured by his heart.
Like a shooting star,
I will go the distance
I will search the world,
I will face its’ harms
I don’t care how far,
I can go the distance
Till I find my hero’s welcome,
waiting in your arms
RAINBOW by South border
Take a little time baby
See the butterflies' colors
Listen to the birds that were sent
To sing for me and you
Can you feel me
This is such a wonderful place to be
Even if there is pain now
Everything would be all right
For as long as the world still turns
There will be night and day
Can you hear me
There's a rainbow always after the rain
Life's full of challenges
Not all the time we get what we want
But don't despair my dear
You'll take each trial and you'll make it through the storm
Coz you're strong my faith in you is clear
So ill say once again this worlds wonderful
and Let us celebrate life that's so beautiful, so beautiful
CANT TAKE THAT AWAY by Mariah Carey
They can't take this Precious love
I'll always have inside me
Certainly the Lord will guide me
where I need to go
They can say
Anything they want to say
Try to break me down
But I won't face the ground
I will rise steadily sailing out of their reach
Although they do try
How to make me feel
that I Don't matter at all
But I refuse to fall
Tell me what I believe
or lose faith in my dreams
'Cause there's a light in me
That shines brightly, yes
They can try
but they can't take that away from me
Monday, August 08, 2005
And God gave me the answer...
My deep wound may not yet be healed... But eventually it will. The more you pay attention to it, the more you'll get hurt again and again... Leave it at that and before you know it, you'll be the same brand new.
I guess i already picked up the pieces in me.. and I regained my strength to face whatever comes. Memories are better to be just memories - just like an old movie or book u sometimes wanna go back to.. but without the intention of gratifying yourself just like the first time it happened. It never ever will...
And now I am waving goodbye to the best of my best. Farewell, Farewell...
CLOSING CYCLES
by Paolo Coelho
One always has to know when a stage comes to an end.If we insist on staying longer than the necessary time,we lose the happiness and the meaning of the other stages we have to go through.Closing cycles, shutting doors,ending chapters whatever name we give it,what matters is to leave in the past the moments of life that have finished.Did you lose your job? Has a loving relationship come to an end?Did you leave your parents' house? Gone to live abroad?Has a long-lasting friendship ended all of a sudden?You can spend a long time wondering why this has happened.You can tell yourself you won't take another step until you find out why certain things that were so important and so solid in your life have turned into dust, just like that.But such an attitude will be awfully stressing for everyone involved:your parents, your husband or wife, your friends, your children, your sister,everyone will be finishing chapters, turning over new leaves, getting on with life, and they will all feel bad seeing you at a standstill.None of us can be in the present and the past at the same time,not even when we try to understand the things that happen to us.What has passed will not return: we cannot for ever be children, late adolescents,sons that feel guilt or rancor towards our parents,lovers who day and night relive an affair with someonewho has gone away and has not the least intention of coming back.Things pass, and the best we can do is to let them really go away.That is why it is so important (however painful it maybe!) to destroy souvenirs,move, give lots of things away to orphanages, sell or donate the books you have at home. Everything in this visible world is a manifestation of the invisible world,of what is going on in our hearts and getting rid of certain memories also means making some room for other memories to take their place.Let things go. Release them. Detach yourself from them.Nobody plays this life with marked cards, so sometimes we win and sometimes we lose.Do not expect anything in return, do not expect your efforts to be appreciated,your genius to be discovered, your love to be understood.Stop turning on your emotional television to watch the same program over and over again,the one that shows how much you suffered from a certain loss:that is only poisoning you, nothing else.Nothing is more dangerous than not accepting love relationships that are broken off,work that is promised but there is no starting date,decisions that are always put off waiting for the ideal moment.Before a new chapter is begun, the old one has to be finished:tell yourself that what has passed will never come back.Remember that there was a time when you could live without that thing or that person.Nothing is irreplaceable. A habit is not a need.This may sound so obvious, it may even be difficult, but it is very important.Closing cycles. Not because of pride, incapacity or arrogance,but simply because that no longer fits your life.Shut the door, change the record, clean the house, shake off the dust.Stop being who you were, and change into who you are.Stop being who you were, and change into who you are.
I guess i already picked up the pieces in me.. and I regained my strength to face whatever comes. Memories are better to be just memories - just like an old movie or book u sometimes wanna go back to.. but without the intention of gratifying yourself just like the first time it happened. It never ever will...
And now I am waving goodbye to the best of my best. Farewell, Farewell...
CLOSING CYCLES
by Paolo Coelho
One always has to know when a stage comes to an end.If we insist on staying longer than the necessary time,we lose the happiness and the meaning of the other stages we have to go through.Closing cycles, shutting doors,ending chapters whatever name we give it,what matters is to leave in the past the moments of life that have finished.Did you lose your job? Has a loving relationship come to an end?Did you leave your parents' house? Gone to live abroad?Has a long-lasting friendship ended all of a sudden?You can spend a long time wondering why this has happened.You can tell yourself you won't take another step until you find out why certain things that were so important and so solid in your life have turned into dust, just like that.But such an attitude will be awfully stressing for everyone involved:your parents, your husband or wife, your friends, your children, your sister,everyone will be finishing chapters, turning over new leaves, getting on with life, and they will all feel bad seeing you at a standstill.None of us can be in the present and the past at the same time,not even when we try to understand the things that happen to us.What has passed will not return: we cannot for ever be children, late adolescents,sons that feel guilt or rancor towards our parents,lovers who day and night relive an affair with someonewho has gone away and has not the least intention of coming back.Things pass, and the best we can do is to let them really go away.That is why it is so important (however painful it maybe!) to destroy souvenirs,move, give lots of things away to orphanages, sell or donate the books you have at home. Everything in this visible world is a manifestation of the invisible world,of what is going on in our hearts and getting rid of certain memories also means making some room for other memories to take their place.Let things go. Release them. Detach yourself from them.Nobody plays this life with marked cards, so sometimes we win and sometimes we lose.Do not expect anything in return, do not expect your efforts to be appreciated,your genius to be discovered, your love to be understood.Stop turning on your emotional television to watch the same program over and over again,the one that shows how much you suffered from a certain loss:that is only poisoning you, nothing else.Nothing is more dangerous than not accepting love relationships that are broken off,work that is promised but there is no starting date,decisions that are always put off waiting for the ideal moment.Before a new chapter is begun, the old one has to be finished:tell yourself that what has passed will never come back.Remember that there was a time when you could live without that thing or that person.Nothing is irreplaceable. A habit is not a need.This may sound so obvious, it may even be difficult, but it is very important.Closing cycles. Not because of pride, incapacity or arrogance,but simply because that no longer fits your life.Shut the door, change the record, clean the house, shake off the dust.Stop being who you were, and change into who you are.Stop being who you were, and change into who you are.
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