Issues in life worth looking back... some obsolete, some recurring...
While passing the busy streets in a late sunny afternoon, I've come to think what matters most in my life right now. I became so honest that I didn't care for the first time what it brings me.
You can search all the loves in the world-take a risk, give everything a try. But you will never be successful unless you accept that you just met the one but it just can't be. Then I want past to be back or else I'll be restless forever.
You can make yourself believe that experience and culture are the more important things for you to stay at work. Be patient and take your time, and opportunity will just pop into you when you're ripe. But I want to be practical and I want to redeem myself. For whatever it takes for me to hold my head up high, I need it and I want it now.
And you can never hide the truth no matter how good your intentions are. You can always protect yourself from unforeseen harm not realizing people care less and wouldn't even mind in the first place. Then I would like to be happy because I am, and not because others are so for me.
Saturday, March 10, 2007
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Just for the sake of posting... An episode last Aug 30, 2006 7:49 pm.
Once in a while, I feel my heart pressed again.
Seems breathing is so hard as if the old times.
I couldn't see light no matter how I open my horizon.
I couldn't feel serenity even if I safeguard all that I can,
I can never have the life I ideally pictured it.
But hope I can live by it knowing that someday, somehow, fear will disappear.
Once in a while, I feel my heart pressed again.
Seems breathing is so hard as if the old times.
I couldn't see light no matter how I open my horizon.
I couldn't feel serenity even if I safeguard all that I can,
I can never have the life I ideally pictured it.
But hope I can live by it knowing that someday, somehow, fear will disappear.
In Another Lifetime...
Long since a post was made.. And Im surprised myself that its still the bad old days that Im pushing for... tsk. tsk.
A couple of years,
A lifetime of waiting
Nothing has changed
Anticipation increases
I regret what I missed
I hold back to what’s left
Can’t bear to let pass
Any form of isolation.
Hopes remain
Rather fantasies persist.
I dig to find gold.
I found an empty hole.
It won’t go away
But it also can’t stay.
It lingers, it grows more.
Purpose is unknown.
Worth every tear
Every moment of despair.
Souls will meet again.
Nothing will change.
A couple of years,
A lifetime of waiting
Nothing has changed
Anticipation increases
I regret what I missed
I hold back to what’s left
Can’t bear to let pass
Any form of isolation.
Hopes remain
Rather fantasies persist.
I dig to find gold.
I found an empty hole.
It won’t go away
But it also can’t stay.
It lingers, it grows more.
Purpose is unknown.
Worth every tear
Every moment of despair.
Souls will meet again.
Nothing will change.
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