I felt this before,
this isn't something new.
I've been here before,
I recognize every detail as it was yesterday.
I'm having the same feeling.
I'm having the same hurt.
I'm reminiscing how was it to be stabbed and be helpless.
But I will not succumb because I know better,
I will not let my spirit die for there's tomorrow.
I keep my worth not for someone else's prize,
but for my own possession.
You can never dictate what I will feel.
You can only trigger, but you can't control.
i'd claim that my ideas were mostly wasted.. they are actually rotten by now because they were never been of use. they simply died off together with some of my brain neurons. but now is a new beginning... where i will try to catch up on whatever is left - to be powerful again as ever - as my mind speaks again on its own. I will think aloud and this time, being confident about it.
Monday, August 27, 2007
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Regret
I'm missing you like I miss the world without my heart.
I'd like to hold tight to a free spirit but I can't feel the warmth.
Only in my memory they will come alive...
At times, its better that way-
perfect, ideal, and just as if everything falls into place.
If I can only say the right words to change the mind,
If I can undo things already ruined by time.
I'd like to hold tight to a free spirit but I can't feel the warmth.
Only in my memory they will come alive...
At times, its better that way-
perfect, ideal, and just as if everything falls into place.
If I can only say the right words to change the mind,
If I can undo things already ruined by time.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
???
One must know where to end, to know where the perfect time to rest-
It is where what's left should be kept and what's lost should not be regained back.
Despite temptations, I will never insist.
Despite emotional damage, i will not push.
I lost it as I lose my hope of a dream coming true.
It hurts to know that what was as tight and as close is slowly shattering-
just like the wind blowing the dark ashes.
I accept the truth but I dont know how to face it...
I know where I stand but it is not where I was situated before...
Fate will give no more chances to make it up,
and all justifications will be effortless.
I am waiving goodbye - this time sane and calm.
In a land where I continuously struggle to belong,
I guess I am meant to be the island.
(Or should I find the similar islands instead?)
It is where what's left should be kept and what's lost should not be regained back.
Despite temptations, I will never insist.
Despite emotional damage, i will not push.
I lost it as I lose my hope of a dream coming true.
It hurts to know that what was as tight and as close is slowly shattering-
just like the wind blowing the dark ashes.
I accept the truth but I dont know how to face it...
I know where I stand but it is not where I was situated before...
Fate will give no more chances to make it up,
and all justifications will be effortless.
I am waiving goodbye - this time sane and calm.
In a land where I continuously struggle to belong,
I guess I am meant to be the island.
(Or should I find the similar islands instead?)
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