JUNO

Today, I watched JUNO alone and I don't know what happened but I suddenly felt good about myself after. I didn't bother to even analyze and squeeze my brain out to find the reason. All I know is that I am happy being me, and I'm not afraid now to soar and do what I want. I'm not bothered by what will happen to work tomorrow, or that I'm actually about to say no to someone in just a matter of time. I see myself on the mirror and I look fat but I know it will just get a lot better.

Or probably it all boils down to the fact the fact that I was able to tame myself in buying New York Fries and I felt proud? Or because Ellen Page is really cool? Or that because I look nicer when I smile and I liked it? Or because and so? Heck!

Gratitude

For Yvette...

I kept myself from all the dangers I foresee...
May it look like its all but a mystery, but it only guards the fragile in me.
It's not that I didn't try, but I just never found, never had the chance, never ready.
But now I'm just starting like a high school kid, just about to explore.
I'm glad you are there as I discover what friendship is supposed to be.
A lot of thanks for sharing your life, guiding my path, and opening my eyes to this whole new world I see.

Wanted: Closure

I spend today as it was still yesterday.
Same you who risked the norm of love to find that one who'll understand.
Same me who fell so strong believing that a prayer answered is a love immortal.
My memories are better kept inside the box,
but they always try to live in a place not for them.

As I see you, I will look for those eyes that cared,
hands that gave comfort, arms that accepted.
Though I know I will no longer find them in you,
my heart continues to weave the past together with the life I'm having without you.

I need to go as you have moved on...
Though I just can't because my life is you.

I need to let you go, but we need to talk it over.
But you never will as you try to forget our life that you left.