You and only but you...

I am back!!!

"The heart will never lie ...and in contrast, the mind can fool you.. If you are fond of rationalizing as your defense mechanism, then you are totally out of your inner reality.. It definitely knows if you are fulfilled or not... No matter how you pretend you are happy and contented with what you have, if the heart still longs for something else, it will come out.. As you lie in your bed, you try to close your eyes, and clear your mind.. take a deep breath and hear what you're heart is telling you as it pounds.. Then you will know the answer that is not necessarily right but definitely the truth and nothing but.. "

This is supposedly a lyrics of a song that im intending to finish... I still have a big problem though on how to put melody on it because I am not skilled with that.. The text speaks of a lot of meaning only me can truly understand... well perhaps =)

You and only but you

And Im hurting again…
As I reminisce every single detail
Of how you made me insane..
While I’m losing another love
It is still you im thinking about…
And I cant believe
that you still hold my heart.

Do you remember..
How you left me out of nowhere.
We were so much perfect then
That everything fell into place..
Until your goodbye came…
Then everything else shattered
And I was never the same.

It was a dream come true to find you
I’ve waited long enough and God gave me to you
I found my long lost partner in you
I am at my happiest being with you..
I die of joy as I share the night with you
Its is the you, the you, and only but you
The same you who changed me…
The same you who is killing me…

Oh how can I forget someone
Who made my life complete
How can I not keep someone
Who brought life back in me…
Though here in my heart you’ll stay
You must go with the wind and find
The one true love you never found in me….